My Joshua...

Today is your day.
You would have turned 8 years old today.   That is amazing for me to think about and so overwhelming to imagine.  I watch your brothers and I see all that you have missed out on, all that we missed out on with you.  It breaks my heart and I miss you so very much.
How can I begin to express the joy of your birth and your life, and also the pain of losing you and missing you? Sometimes the words do not come easily.  Sometimes the tears come too easily. 
I think of you everyday, I dream of you often, and I live everyday knowing that you are loved beyond belief.  Always.

Happy Heavenly Birthday My Sweet Joshua Thomas♥

Click here to visit Joshua's beautiful Name in the Sand page.

Really I am still here!

Oh my goodness!
I can't believe that I have not been on here in so long.  Between rotating illnesses amongst us all and everything else, life has just been a lot to handle and this blog has suffered horribly!  We are still here and still plugging away and I am coming back to write more soon, and post Part 4 - the exciting conclusion of "The Story of Us".  For right now I am going to blow my nose and take a little rest before the boys get up from their rest.
In the meantime, please visit our March of Dimes webpage and donate if you can.  We LOVE the March of Dimes and each year we try our hardest to make our walk a big fundraiser!  Thank you for your support on that♥